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yeaaaah, thanks loads, DIARYLAND.

2007-03-17T01:38:00.000+12:00

im freaking pissed! >:(
rahrahrah! what the hell, yesterday i can't visit my blog. and today?

I CANT EVEN FREAKING ENTER DIARYLAND'S HOMEPAGE.
tell me it's just my computer. i will dump this computer away or something.
and now i have to rely on blogger. the truth is, i dontknow why, i dont like blogger. for some reasons.
maybe because of the navigation bar on top (which can be gotten rid of but im so not bothered :/) or many people use it.
anyway i remember i stopped using blogger because i couldnt enter the site.

ohwell.
i guess i have to make do for now.
baaah, how can be life so unfair to me. i was hoping and hoping that it would be fine.
happy birthday, roa. (: don't get unhappy over anything anymore already ok! because xinyun's here. although i suck at consoling people and all.
And i figure my typing sucks. i mean, years back. when i started blogging.
"horxx" "yeshh" "larhx" "lurve" "skool" "sukky"
HELP! that was what i typed last time. haha, when i was, P5 or 6.
eeew.

haha, whatever.
today had training. it was, uhm, boring. and the sec ones mistook as i was sad. yeaaah, my head was hurting like crazy, and dont ask why, cause i didn't know either. maybe it was yesterday, i slept at 1 am?
haha, roro lahhhh! >:(
joking.

then after that bathed at school. it was actually cold water. but suddenly it turned warm. o.0
anything lah. just a great bath, i really don't care :/
and we went to make i/c.
here's the funny part:
I BECAME MARCUS' SISTER.
and the person REALLY thought i was his sister and put "acc with sister" and i was like OH-MY-GOD. haha, really funny.
and the next funny thing is, when it was Jasmine's turn, i went with her, and guess what?

IT WAS THE SAME COUNTER AND SAME PERSON.
and this time i said truthfully i was a friend.
haha.

went to bugis afterward to take neoprints and all. we did a lot of gossiping. haha. and i keep reading my book. i suddenly burst out laughing. then they all stare at me =.= it was really funny. but you have to READ it before you understand why you would laugh.
ohwell, whatever.

i hope 304 will stay united (:
and i want to make a BEEGBEEG effort in helping 304 :D
because if we jiayou together, everything is possible.
:D

XINYUN! ahhh, thanks loads, diaryland ):

2005-12-26T02:57:00.000+12:00

heyhey(: im back to post for the pictures-PERTH(:
get excited! hahahs. kidding yahs.

so THERE'S ~621 pictures so ENJOY(: wahahhas.
oh i forgot- it's not in order yah. cause i dontknow how my mum put them =/ and i found out i dontreally like blogger. =X no offence.
starting from the SINGAPORE airport!

then the places we are going to shop at! PERTH :)(this is at macs there)

it was boring; so this is what uncle andy did- SLEEP! hahahs. like a streetbeggar =X

and the police officers! they ride bikes! so cool(:

and at the winery; we couldnt taste wine because we are kids! so we played- VOLLEYBALL!(: uncle andy&jerry joined us too!

this is the colonial winery co.(THE CAR IS CUTE!) hahs.

brookwood! another winery place- then while the adults tasted wine; i took mum's camera and took picture(below-3rd one) of them getting ACTIVE. wrestling. ughs. and jerry says i look like stacykilber who i think she sucks XD

we got to eat lunch there- a VERY weird one. mum took one group one. JUST LOOK AT HOW LIL IT IS. XD it consists of meat(turkey, ham, KANGAROO) and some vege and blueberry. quite filling. COUGH. (click to see bigger version)

HOLIDAY INN(: the place we stayed the longest[:

&that's the casino... heard that jerry's had to take his passport because he's ALWAYS being checked when he goes in- he's only 21 anyws. XD

BURSWOOD DOME! everytime we take train (to burswood) we will walk past here- so it's kinda memorable. althou we never went in there! hahah.

the flowers here are VERY PRETTY[: copycats are suckers.

thats my wholefamily with my bro looking gloomy- god knows what reasons. but he became keexiao soon again.

AUNTIE DOREEN- the model for today! :D

children... plus an extra(my pa XD)-last day

all mixed-up!

prettaye!

here we come airporty!

the bus crowdedness :D that's us!(not all thou) ohoh. there was one time me and jiaan was sitting at the back and then we started getting crazy- when one of us say bang the other has to say hello. XD it got real funny lah. but i have to do the action before you either say lame/emal or haha(x

fremantle rawks! merrychristmas!

thats us children WITHOUT extras XD

the lovers!uncle and aunt siewkim!

family of four(: jy's family.

my bro's wooing auntsiewkim! XD kidding!

cape leeuwin(lighthouse) shore! prettaye isnt it!

the light house! cape lee-u-win!(x it's really tall inside!

2005-11-22T19:23:00.000+12:00

HEYHEY(:
im back to post(:
<3333

hahahs.
omg.
=DD
my blog is sooooo ignored by me):

2005-11-11T20:04:00.000+12:00

hey...(: longtime no post here le(: hahahs. okay(: im just visiting my oldblog for oldtimes sake. and im using my bro's comp- so im risky. hurh.
but anyways.
netballrawks.
sigh. byebye... (: i might use back blogger IF i get a new comp(x but maybe not. cause im quite used to diaryland le.

haeex, agnn

2004-09-16T21:29:00.000+13:00

Realle sorrie guyz...n galz of coz/ sorri larhx comp sort diaoo/ like, got some kinda eeky virus. think this comp is pa help client 'xiu li', den put here. den it's on marhx...jiu tuo tuo de wan lorhx =P ha. nvm de marhxx. haixx. so bored PSLE coming...stil havent prepare yet =X =)) harhx...

........................=) soriiezz...didnt update for longtime liaozz.......................................

todae. me gor bdae

2004-09-11T05:31:00.000+13:00

yepp. how i feel? refer to my new bloggie. http://silentpromise.blogspot.com
oke. den we played. lots. was busy running up n down up n down 2 storeys even though my house have 3. y would i go to the 3rd. haha.

den we quarreled. lots. den we played truth or dare. i did dare lots. =) haha. we kept doing it on Ben- the evil one. the notti one. the mean one. oke. anithing badd bout him. ha. so notti. me i mean. ha. whu cares? unless ben do. ha.

couldnt b bothered to go bathe. haha. oke. so im still bored. i AM. weird. min also bored. the bois in the room arent. they are playin risk. i hate RISK. oops mum scolding me not for bathing =P. haha. sori endin now. kaes? bb.

2004-09-11T04:26:00.000+13:00

feeling idoitic.
my mum having a mood. badd mood. asking me to go n sleep. yea so wad if im sick. haixx.
nvm. i will make this short and 'sweet'. sorrie min, gotta rush this. later my mum scold me agn.

haixx.
i still sick. tml my bro's bdae. got lots pple coming. im still sick. whu cares? and i got a bike--bro's old one. but still can use. i mean, changed the tyre and stuff. gor's was btr, he got a brand new bike. kool rite?! wa lao. spent 468 $ on it. and mine jus a bit of money. hmmph. but it's his b-dae
so he has the priority. so goodd. we both have special dates of b-daes. oops. gone too far =X later mum scold scarecly she come out half wae
damn... oke. that's it 4 now. tml den update. sorri!

Finallie did it lolz

2004-09-07T21:49:00.000+13:00

it's relle finallylarhx.
finally changed ito wad i like, its cool too, the template.. t hink im damn sick and stupid lolx. take so long to chg one temp. damn...

wa lao...finalli.... quite nice liao. like it. i like the pix. =P

2004-09-07T00:48:00.000+13:00

untitled. yeah. it is.

i dun care larhx. cos i dunno wad to write. so i jus tok rubbish oke.

you know wad type of pple i dun like most? bossy, selfish, zi yi wei shi de ren. they are so...
i dunno.
but, whu cares? i dun think anione cares. so suckkie.

blame me blame me when i did nothing wrong, sae me, scold me when it is their fault. huh. dunno how to judge me one. so badd. siao gaizz
they sae my fault, yea asif. i wish pple are unselfish creatures, but they are. wonder y God let us take over the world. y not dogs?

dogs=loving, nice, unselfish, sharing, carng, not greedy, love us equally no matter who you are.
humans=varies. can be (negative)=not loving and caring, selfish, biased. can be (positive)= very lil pple can be having the virtues of the dogs. specially sense of smell.

so im saying dogs rulez. i wonder am i biased a not. damn. bleah

im sick of all this shit larhx. type and type ni bu xianx wo xianx. end.

Holidae le. still need to go 2 skool!

2004-09-06T19:04:00.000+13:00

holidae le.
wanna relac. go home and sleep. watch movie. walao... sckool dun 'fang guo' wo men. still wan us to go to skool. sae is to prepare for psle. i sumtimes relle wish it was Pls stop learning everything. so sukky. muz go skool so boring. go ther waitng to go home and sleep... holidae leh! P6 oso need relac one wad. go sckool....so fang pi suan le.

u think we machine...ya larhx. skool not everydae tell us go school, but out of the weekdaes, onli fri got holidae! others dae ben lai jiu shu yu weekend not counted. larhx. xiao one.

unfair...wish i ws P1 agn. whu cares. can at home play game like, xiao. whu cares.. no one wad.

P6 so pitiful...protest larhx

i wanna do wad i like, not what they like. force us. bleah dun like/ we keep quiet/ teacher sae us make noise instead/ is 6G make noise/ sae us so noisy/ they off and on the light/ also nvr scold them/ biase arhx/ so badd/ cos they btr dan us/ doesnt mean u mus treat them btr// we r equal/ 6G=6F=all are human. so? blame us?! so unresonable.

damn lorhx. dun feel like writing liaox. no poit continuing aniwae.

prelim results!

2004-09-05T21:54:00.000+13:00

prelim results come out le. onli science and higher chi

el still oke.
maths oso.
chi went down a bit.
sci... i dunno but i think i still gat about same sa last time.
higher chi hai i think i do lousier lorhz.

at least i still get 3As...happi liaox. =) ha
im so easily man zhu.
haix...
still...
bored and xianzz...ate lunch todae at 3pm! all bcos of mum...go wad stupid talk on travelling. in the end you want gold member ship card, cost...$19980! waste our time! in the end went opp. of our house eat chicken rice even though got bird flu. not scari one wad.
den mum complain about the travelling company...sae wad not good....ang mohs... blah stuff larhx.

i think im being crazie toking bout all dis stuff.

and after my new dog came-lags that his name-xavier-my another dog-jealous...and now is lags keep barking at xavier when anyone in the household touch xavier. lucky was oke, as lags is like, err, dun dare to go near her. lucky couldnt care bout them but she too, seems to disapprove lags. ughh. and mum sae lags mayb shld volunteer at civil def. cos he damn guai and ting hua. when he goes, i am goin to miss him....even though the dogys fight with each other...

but den at the travelling company we got a small digital camera. it's chp stuff actually. but still oke. can down load pix...and 8 yrs old noe how to use liaoxx...
you noe we waited there for 4hrs! b4 going home to eat some lunch-3pm that is.

.hated frens and loved frens.

2004-08-28T19:32:00.000+13:00

dun be so fake larhx. U noe i dun like u, still stick up to me for wad? u so stuck up! get lost lorhx.

wa lao... in P5, i got 4 best frens, and i hated one in the next year, leaving 3. and den...about half a year later, my other 3 best friends also dun like her liao... but den pian pian tt jinx(her nick) dunno how she does it--maybe my 2 bestfrens dey xin ruan or sth... mi wif my best fren, saw them toking and laughing together like they r very happy, and their laughter and smiles are not like force one lorhx... stupid JINX! hate her to the core. she suxs lorhx....bich, shucker, suckup, bootlicker, act cool bo kool, act pretty she like gao sai, act seh bo seh...think she very good act teacher's pet also...serves her rite for so many pple not likin her!

hatred-she suxs and her attidude too! alwaes make us go where we object--so inconsiderate...aniwae, she suxs lorh!

comments pls... how to get rid of pests like her.

fR3nS F0r3v3R. C@n w3 do th@t?

2004-08-12T23:51:00.000+13:00

Frens...
f0R3v@?
dun blieve.......
yarhx onli a few ard though...
think. if i have a fren 4 a life time...
harhx. tt would b nice...
but...quarrels...sure will fall out sometimes....haixx

i will b there 4 u....think is true?
let's sae. alwaes there 4 u... not true isn't it...
it jus seem so unfair. have to communicate everytime. u will b more seperated if u dun keep toking err. like get in contact wif them...then...soon u n ur fren...will b seperated.

life//unfair//totalli?//frenship is sumthing u cant count a thing//it's precious though//wad pple have in common is//tt the fact we re humans//no foreva frens//wdring if tt true//

wishing i had one though....harhar....wang xiang larhx...

wadeva...nth else to sae liaoxx. n i find sum pple veri kpo kias. they wanna peep at my test paper...thinking they veri good. so wad if i kao dao hen lan...i also not so kpo trying to look at pple's test paper marhx.
not refering to anione else cept tt gurl i was saeing in the previous post she shucks!!!! (Durh)

Frenships...hard life, isn't it?

2004-08-12T22:43:00.000+13:00

life, is hard. i think so aniwae.
arghz...frenships.
it's easy to b together at the starting.
still b frens at the end
but sumtimes it jus dun work out....
how shld i sae...
oke. think i noe.

there's this gurl(whom i dun like now, durh) she is so....bossi.
as in real bossi.
i didnt noe how i aCTUALLI became her fren. in P5. n started not likin her at 6. my attidude to her just changed. i dunno how. probabli err. under influence of my frens. then, there goes, frenship bridge frm her to mi, Bb. the end.
she wanna make up wif mi, i didnt wanna. y should i? she didnt avoid mi, i did.
other students in class dun like her also//but who cares?//they jus bfriended her like anione else.//i dun min to criticise//we have to get along well//yarh//dun feel like though//at least//with her//it was jus like//try to stick to her//calm down//everyone says tt//ugh//cant stand it//EVEN SHE CHANGES//I DUN WANNA B HER FREN//

hard life, isnt it? gotta live with it. but wifout her.

sumtimes i find too mani pple too selfish. including mi.

2004-08-12T02:41:00.000+13:00

Pple are selfish creatures. onli sum pple r not.

i find myself selfish//too selfish//but it isnt jus mi//other pple are too//in mani ways//zi si zi li//onli share when they have profit or anithing else//ugh//cant pple//be much more//err//generous?//is like they have to have profit then they do wad so eva stuff//

generous pple are onli a few//wish there were more//if i was too//i will b glad//but now the things here are more and more expensive//society more competitive//who will be?//mayb onli some rich pple//nice pple//i dun htink others would liaoxx//

pple are selfish creatures//arent they?//wonders//comments//feel free to// dun mind liaox//

was wondering...whether i will meet such pple another time...more generous pple and u noe wad, i found out that even poor pple can b generous. they jus have tt type of heart, u have a choice to choose to b generous or selfish.
i would lurve to choose, generous...but wonder if i can...

the world. ugh.

2004-08-11T01:22:00.000+13:00

hate, why pple dun lurve?
questions...

gan ai jiu yao gan hen...
is that true?
wondering...

sometimes, u have to learn to live with the way it goes. not the way learn to live with u.
it's *i noe* unfair. veri too. cant it LEARN with us instead. The World is Harsh... competitive. ugh. stupid world. damn world.

is there still 'ren qing' in this world? now pple are just more 'jiang jiu' of money; they greed money, houses, everything they can have, wealth, anything. show-offs. i hate show-offs. i guess i still hate and lurve.

i was wondering if i would eva. eva. love someone my whole life, have a partner. pple are 'lu bu shi yi' no robbers and thieves, polices no need to work...
Tian Xia Tai Ping...
Everyone,...
Will WILL Cheer...
and live realli happily ever after?

questions....still asking....

and oh.....happie nantional dae. to all singaporeans!!!

Trusting pple. is a very important thing.

2004-08-10T20:02:00.000+13:00

trusting pple. i did. i trusted. y cant other pple?
i nvr said anything else. i just said sth tt u think it's not trusting.
i had nvr thought of tt. nvr thought of wadeva. about not trusting you. i just thought, oh, maybe there's an extra thing u wanted. i nvr said anything else. this is also part of misunderstanding isn't it?

i wanna b trusting. i wanna b. but could i? could u? could we? i trust my frens, family, relatives. close pple, that is. i dunno y pple say i dun trust them. i got sick of tt.

there's a saying, sticks and stones may broke my bones, but words cannot hurt me.
i thought, what?! it's not true. veri untrue. indeed. many pple had disagreed with the words. everyone could be hurt with words. unless u r some kinda superstar.

u noe sth, i got sick of everything, the WHOLE WORLD IS AGIANST MI. alwaes. i wanna cry n wither n die. leave this terriblesome world. leave mi alone. get lost. wtf! that is not to anione.
sorri. i dun wanna anione to criticise by writing ani comments.

Pple alwaes 'wu hui' pple, issit true? i think it is.

2004-08-09T22:28:00.000+13:00

Pple dun understand mi. ugh. they dun wanna. i wan to let them see the, they sae mi wad the heck u delete the other things. BLAME mi. for wanting them to see the best.

"ugh. mayb i should do the same to u. delete the rest of the stuff. and onli let u see todae."
tt's wad they said to mi. when i tried to let them see the best. wad?! i feel like decomposing. they r jus so... so insulting. i cant believe it!

'wu hui' is not understanding what the 'dui fang' wanna do. not understanding wad the 'dui fang' is trying to do.

no offence. to anione who thinks this is.
sorri if u 'wu hui'.
Dun. fight. quarrel. do anything bad tt ur would break. harm both sides. wad eva. jus. dun 'wu hui' mis understood. each other. my 'stupid' advice.

*this is no offence to no one. dun take it to heart. thanks.